have u guys ever felt it......
i dun know what kind of feeling being in love....
i dun have any relationship....
my friends always dun believe about this...
they say i lied.....
i want to tell 5,6 and so on but i dun have any......
but i am not regret about this.....
love is something that we cannot say.....
why u love him/her???
do she is very rare beautiful like princess aurora, great body like ariel ????
everyone must have their answer....
this is my story.....
actually, i am always fond with guys especially in my class.....
my type???
of course the cute one, handsome and funny.....
but this is my story......
i went to one camp.....
on the ice breaking section, we need to play 'musang ngan ayam'...
just a kid play....
i on the last row so of course i am the first person who must be eaten.....
and that guy...i dun know who appear and grap my hand.....
the first time in my life a guy touch my hand.....
i am really hate that guy.....
then after the camp, my friend ask his phone number....
and guess or not he is also mrsm student....
his name is mr...let say just A.......
from that moment we always text sms......
telling story....keep me laughing....
everytime he sms me...i get panic and always want to look good.....
true or not...he is not my type....
not very handsome, serious person.....
how can i fall for someone like that....
our friendship goes years by years....
he is kind of sweet, hardworking, caring...
we study together...how???
via sms....can???
that the unique of our relationship...
we do the tryer question n discuss via handphone.....
spm result announce on that day...
be surprised or not...he call me.....
he got straight 'a'....
i am so happy although i only got 7.....
then, he continue with premedic ....and i went to matriculation....
then i got place in one of the university...and she still doing medic for first year....
we lost contact....cannot say actually....
cause i remember his phone number....
i really remember the time when i lost my handphone, i cry not because of the handphone but his number.... relief my friend save his number....
when i text him...he say he is busy...
when i ym him he say he is busy....
then i find out his status is complicated....that means he has someone...i am sad???
of course i am sad....
if he cannot love me...i can accept....but please do not break our friendship....
i know this kind of one sided love but this first time i ever be like guy....
guys always text me, call me but i always reject them....
all i need is ....HIM...
i miss him...
that why i want to be successful person and when i say he again.....
i will say...tq for everything.....
because of you i learn whai is love....
bcuz of you i learn bestfriends btw girl and boy cannot happen....
bcuz one of them will have fall for another one...
bcuz give me some kind of memory....
bcuz make me to be more mature....
tq for everything...
hope u will success in everything u do......
